chn are my life ;
never have i felt so lost & scared.
fear overwhelemed me till i cant concentrate on ushering & my mind went blank.
not knowing what to do during usher, asking stupid & funny qns..
lucky i have supportive areana IC. Im thankful that i manage to scrape through ushering.
but broke down after cg debrief,gastric acted up & i broke down & cry really bad & i told estelle what happen & she prayed for me...
never have i felt so lost & scared..I know I have to trust GOD, I know I have to pray & I knwo i ahve to confess & believe but emotion just got the better of me...
& it bottled up in my feelings for 1 week,didnt want to tell my parents,esp my mum,she will nag & add on to my stress...
at home,i much wanted to cry but i cant cos my parents are at hm. I guess i have to cry in bed cry in my sleep..
The song Above all Else made me cry again...
Here I am typping this entry,& this guy came to talk to me about his problems..feel like ignoring him cos im down..but still talk to him in e end..& feel like crap talking to him..feel much like crying...arghhhhh..
I tell myself everything will be alright..hopefully after Tuesday..
As of now,talk to me at your own risk..
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Ms kamy bloggiex
turning 21 soon=)
November 19,1987
belong to W260,a child of God
currently a teacher in pre-sch
i simply love them too much
cant live without their smiles..=)