Tuesday, March 24, 2009
must be wondering why do i have time to blog rite?!
cos kamy keep ranting time is not enuff..lol
cos im now in TCC!LOL..having my food theraphy..hahha
im out for workshop today!yay cos it ends early,suppose to end @ 5 but it ends @ 3plus..whowheeeeeeeeeeee...
butbutbut...
im meeting my ex usher team @ 7 so slack TCC first to do my evaluation which due date is tmr..& im procrasinating!!
I love ushering @ Expo..
I jsut pray & hope tt they post me vincent team,hahha...
I need a camera...canon ixus?any kind souls?lol......
I will greatly appreciate it!!!!
Okay luh,off to do my evaluation already!
Adios..sayonara..lalalla
Recorded @ Tuesday(240309); 5.19p.m=D
Kamy is gay today!=D
chn are my life ;
time;2:12 AM
Sunday, March 22, 2009
never have i felt so lost & scared.
fear overwhelemed me till i cant concentrate on ushering & my mind went blank.
not knowing what to do during usher, asking stupid & funny qns..
lucky i have supportive areana IC. Im thankful that i manage to scrape through ushering.
but broke down after cg debrief,gastric acted up & i broke down & cry really bad & i told estelle what happen & she prayed for me...
never have i felt so lost & scared..I know I have to trust GOD, I know I have to pray & I knwo i ahve to confess & believe but emotion just got the better of me...
& it bottled up in my feelings for 1 week,didnt want to tell my parents,esp my mum,she will nag & add on to my stress...
at home,i much wanted to cry but i cant cos my parents are at hm. I guess i have to cry in bed cry in my sleep..
The song Above all Else made me cry again...
Here I am typping this entry,& this guy came to talk to me about his problems..feel like ignoring him cos im down..but still talk to him in e end..& feel like crap talking to him..feel much like crying...arghhhhh..
I tell myself everything will be alright..hopefully after Tuesday..
As of now,talk to me at your own risk..
Recorded @ Sunday(220309); 1144p.m
chn are my life ;
time;8:11 AM
Sunday, March 15, 2009
During e course, i manage to contact one of my ex collegue!Yayness..i miss her like crazy can cos we went through thick n thin...lol..im happy that shes doing well!Must meet her out one day for lunch!
This few week sermon at service & cgm has been inspiring,talking abt evangelism & unity, moving towards one accord. This does not apply to the church but also in any kind of situation when every group, organisation moving towards one accord,having the same vision, everything can be accomplish,which is very true...& recently i have time to read the book bought by kelvin & ben last year during my 21st bd!Thank you for that book, Ive really learn alot from it & do some reflection..
I want to learn guitar,
I want my connect group to grow,
I want to slim down,
I want to be able to close a deal,
I want financial blessing from work,bonus
I want W497 to grow & be able to share testimony on stage during ASIA CONFERENCE 2010...
I pray & hope that im able to take leave for this friday..shh & cross finger
im very amazed by how financial blessing can come so unexpectedly & amazingly..
It is really truly trusting God in your finances & he will bless you exceedingly & abindantly or even ways like you nv think of
Like how HE bless evelyn,
evelyn found a lost phone on the mrt
the person called & wanted the phone back & she sound urgent cos i think tt person work in media corp,all the contacts are so important to her
tt lady send a guy down to collect the phone from evelyn, wanting to invite evelyn for a meal but eve rejected cos shes hving lesson & morever she dont knwo the guy at all & she feel awkward..so the guy gave her an ang bao!!!!
Thinking that the angbao will not have much money but to her amaze, it was a fifty dollar note!!!!wow!!!
look at how God works in an amazing way!evelyn can decide to keep the phone but by integrity, she return the phone & in the end she reap even more!!
I truly believe this doesnt only happen to eve but can happen to everyone..
This coming week will be a good one too!!
Last day of workshop tmr & I will be off to work from tuesday onwards!
Recorded @ 150309;Sunday(928p.m)
chn are my life ;
time;6:03 AM
Saturday, March 07, 2009
The hetic mnth of feb is finally over
Here comes march!
March is an excting mnth too cos Easter Drama is coming!
Love, Love, Love...hehhe
The whole series of marraige sermon was meaningful & effective, not forgetting fun & exciting too with the excellence illustration from the drama team ppl..
really laugh my stomach out!
Did i mention that i want to go on mission trip to taiwan!
Im not being selective but I have the desire to go there, to impact the youth over there..
Rawr!One of my goal this year is to go on mission trip!I will make it come to pass with God's strength!
My next goal is to take driving liscence & to go overseas this year!
I will be taking Bachelor in Early Childhood soon, so i hope i'll be able to shine in my studies too!
AND i will post up the rest of my japan photos on facebook cos blogger is too much of a hassle to upload photos & it always hang!Tune in to my facebook
Recently there has been some ups & downs
Ups, celebrated gwen's 19th birthday! I pray that she will be able to fulfill her goal for this year!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING! Hope you like everthing that was being 'plan'.LOL
Selena finally fulfilled her wish & was blissfully married to her husband on 1st of March! Felt truly happy for her as she really waited for very long for this day & finally a happy endng to her long distance relationship!
Down, cos selena has already flew off to Qartar with her Husband on 4th of March
I manage to send her off..& I cried bucket of tears & was lost for words when i hug her to say good bye..I know she will be back soon but
just cant help it. She has been a great friend in my life!
Our days started at LSH, where i get to know her & I nv regret knowing her.
We have so many things in common, talk & gossip anything under the sun & dinner-ing & chilling out. She is always humourous & full of laughter, a great listener & advicer. Selena Alkaff, I really love you alot & miss you alot..Come back soon kay!wif good news!2 bacome 3!LOL
Lastly not to mention that some singaporeans were just so inconsiderate & impolite!!!
were having dessert at Ben's & Jerry at Cathay.
There were 8 of us cramming at a small table & the place was packed!
Awhile later, the group went off, thinking that they are going off already but!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They shifted to another clean table on the other side!
They make a hell mess at the previous table, tissue paper everywhere on the table & on the floor, sweet drinks spilled on the table & causing a puddle of water on the floor too. You should witness the table, cups & straw lying at diff directions..It looks so unhygenic & freaking dirty!!
Just becos they saw another clean table, they shifted immed without even asking the waiter/waiteress to clean it!!!
Soorry people to hear my rant but hu ask kamy to work in customer ser line & childcare line where hygenic & excellence service is important!
OKAY! enough of ranting!
Good night everyone!
Recorded @ 080309; 2.23am(Sunday)
chn are my life ;
time;9:51 AM