Wednesday, August 29, 2007
tears overwhelmed me
part and parcel of life,u left...
thankx for all the things u hv done..
my emotion r mixed up..one moment happy,the other moment plunge into darkness
show me yr light..i need to get out of these
ive nthing to say..need time to recover..
drowning in my tears..
frends,pardon me during this period..
Recorded @ thursday;256am
chn are my life ;
time;11:43 AM
Sunday, August 26, 2007
suppose to be mugging for my lesson plan and assignment..
but i shall redirect my attention for awhile and render my time to blogging..
lol..haha
God is good all the time; all the time God is good!!
Its true..
God is my salvation and my glory..
God is the rock of my strength and my refuge..
Where i can get my answer and peace from him..
Praise him with my joyful lips..
I shall live up to His expectation and not the expectation from the secular world..
bro & sis, do not set yr heart on oppression but set yr heart on God..
For he will pour in blessing like never before
Amen!!
Financial blessing: more tuition jobs coming in..haha=D..grins with delight..
Times up!!
I shall channel all my energy to my lesson plan now!!
Recorded at 939p.m; Sunday
chn are my life ;
time;6:30 AM
Friday, August 24, 2007
It may not be as smooth sailing as it seem to be
There are alot of sharps, twist & turn..
These few days, it had been overwhelming for me..
Disappointment, stagnant, sadness, tired, tears, heartbreak
What we call negative emotional..
Assignment...one last assignment
Work..I shant comment much..just doesnt feel good..tears rolling down..
Stagnant..left with one more term, i shall hang on...
really on the verge of breaking down but i shall prove to u wrong..
Devil really love to attack people when their life goes haywire..
Especially at their darkest point..
Everything u do just doesnt seem right..
aimlessly wandering
I miss my baby Gabrielle..She is serverly sick..she only will be back to sch after the september holidays..=(..shall keep her in prayers...her sickness has been on going-bronchitisis(too much water in her lungs)..
Shes only 2 years old..
So friends Pls do keep her in prayers..
much appreciated=D
W260-love them loads..where i enjoy e most..their laughter, hugs & comfort=D
Ngnee Ann Poly or RTRC?
Im in a dilema..
God, show me yr vision..that u hv plan for me..
Recorded at 836p.m; Friday
chn are my life ;
time;5:09 AM
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Now have the mood to blog..lol
been receiving alot of tuition assignment but i rejected cos schedule too pack
as in i dun wan it to take away the time that i allocate to chill out with my friends and do other stuff that i like..
I love SATURDAYS!!
ever since there is usher!!
ushering is realli realli fun and tiring..
but i enjoy ushering so the pain is nthing just that soemtimes i need to grumble abit la..
so peeps,mind me pls..lol
U will realise that communication in ushering is realli realli important..
The Art of Communication!! The Art of Problem Solving Skills too!! The Art of Alertness!!
The Art of Observant!! The Art of Sensitivity!!
I love to look at the empty hall before service..so quiet and empty..only ushers walking about arranging chairs and bulletin..
Apart from the empty hall, the singers and choir praticising their vocal which make a very strong and great impact and difference cos their vocal are like clear crsytal, define and natural!!
Its relaxing and pleasant to my ears and eyes!!
Its a very good hands on experience.
I enjoy the joy of fellowshipping with my W260s!!
The bonding is back again and i realli realli hope it will continue..
Work: still e same..nthing much to comment..just that different christian protray differently huh.. I will definitely find a new job..just a matter of time..When i feel that ive learn enough,i will leave. I will definitely not stay in my current company. Shant comment much but definitely not an ideal place for me to venture or grow..sometimes i even dreaded going to work..
Motivation comes from my kids..realli melt my heart when i look at them..
They are so observant that sometimes their comment will realli melt and comfort yr heart..
Thoes minor details that sometimes yr friends or parents would not even notice..
Amazing huh?! That's why u can nv guess or noe what are kids realli thinking in their brain at that very moment!!=D
I want to give myself 2 years..by the age of 23, i want to go to big comapnies and work..Thoes kindergarten that has school in overseas country..That is my goal at the moment!!
I have one more assignment to complete!!
Dateline: 31st August
Status: shall not procrasinate anymore,will start tmr!!lol
This is one of the major assignment where it will help me to clinch high pay job
So i will put in alot of effort!!=D
Recorded @ Sunday; 125 a.m
chn are my life ;
time;9:41 AM
Sunday, August 05, 2007
He turn the impossible to possible!! (another chance for re test)
He bless me with good tuition =financial blessing!!
Rou Ping, Im so proud of u!!
continue to sow the seed in yr junior life yeah?you r definitely making a difference in their life!!=D
Simpson is funny..I love it!!
I want holidays!!quick quick..National day faster come..
I want to be a pleaser of God not pleaser of MAN!!
I want water baptism form!!
Okok..got to go n do my work..
Life with God is always good..
Recorded @ 1130p.m; Sunday
chn are my life ;
time;8:19 AM
Friday, August 03, 2007
Thank God for it..
I love my frends loads-peeps from W260
Thankx for ya word of affirmation,yr comfort,yr hugs..
I truly appreciate..
I pray hard for last module of my course..
cos lots of hippcups happen along the way
n ive learn a lesson from it..
I pray hard n leave this burden onto God..
God do allow miracles to happen
I failed this module but i still dunnoe why i can be so calm while hearing this when the course co ordinator called me..e course co ordinator added on n she said i will be given another chance on the following Monday(6 of August) for an onsite supervision..
My prayers are answered!!
I felt so relieved..
No more excuses, im gona do well this time!!=D
prayer request: 1)On Monday, the children will be able to cooperate with me..
2) My uncle n grandma fall sick at the same time..it seem that it
is quite serious..
hv to go for further check up..
pray that their sickness can be cure through medication and they will be
healthy again.
Recorded @ 1.17p.m; Saturday
chn are my life ;
time;10:00 PM