Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Kamy is unable to smile animore...You wont see the cheerful and happy kamy at least for the moment
Lots of unhappiness happen at work, had already tender my resignation letter..
alot of factors that contribute to the resignation letter..
the major factor i shant mention cos its abit way too personal..
Now the major part of misunderstanding has cleared, hope things will turn out better for the last month that i gona stay in thiswork place..
I definitely gona miss my collegue the most, Linda, the gossiping during lunch break and we can laugh at the slightest matter we can think of..and wendy, my complaining partner cum adviser partner..Thank for always being there for me..=)muackxx...
Next,i gona miss my chn..My beloved K1 and K2 chn..
I realli feel very stress out ..
complicated feelings in my heart.. I shall refrain myself to be too dependent on you..but somehow unable too cos whenever i have problem,i will definitely msg you.Seeing your msg make my heart feel at ease,much more better than anybody msg or any comforting words from anybody
Our relationship now is much more closer than anything,at least u will confide in me anything abt you..so i am contented to be in this way..
I feel that somehow we must learn how to be independent, cos we have our own commitment and life..We love to spend quality time with our frends but sometimes time realli doesnt permit and somehow we will feel like drifting apart from our frend
Recorded @ 1019p.m;Wednesday
chn are my life ;
time;5:41 AM
Saturday, February 24, 2007
From expo to Taman Jurong...26.50..faint...
Before service: 4 ppl share cab, so its 6.00 each...
When its going home time,11.25,inclusive of midnight charge...
Total cabfare for Saturday: $43.75
Craziness: never will i take cab in such a manner..so not worth it
Have to leave half way thru service..when Pastor Kong was preaching..feel so weird..
Went to have family dinner,rush down by cab..From far east to far west, you can imagine how ex e cab fare is ,huh?
Nice chat with you 'bro', dont be so stress up on certain matters..be cheerful n happy..i always believe that happiness is a choice.. Its a joy to talk to you. n i found something about you..shh,shant reveal it here..or else u will 'kill' me.lol...
I can't believe my eyes when i saw it..but i still have to believe it cos its written black n white..
muahha..
I always tot my cell group member is a real metrosexual guy..
Ytd i found out that you are e real one..muahha
You are the top in the list...unless i can find someone that is more extreme than you..
Recorded @ 138p.m; Sunday
chn are my life ;
time;9:23 PM
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
my eyes can hardly open...drooping down..nevertheless, i receive alot of angbaos from my collegues..yayness..thankyou so much!!This year,i receive the most ang bao..so happy..extra income to fulfill many things..muahah..Thank you God!!
Estelle, thank you for your concern..i dont know how to put it across to you..
I will share it with you when im ready..
I will keep this special feeling of love towards you inside my heart, i shall refrain myself to not to be so dependant on you...I dont want to fall into this darkness again, to make myself miserable. I manage to get up from this hard fall long ago, so never will i let myself into this dark valley again...but im very sure for one thing,feeling cannot be control..
I will be working in a new environment soon...A Christian Kindergarten..yayness...anticipation, scared..
I love my current life..just that in the area of relationship,im still trying to improve on it..
Kamy is strong...
she will not be so easily be knock down..=)
Recorded @ 1048p.m; Wednesday
chn are my life ;
time;6:32 AM
Monday, February 19, 2007
Im here to update:
CNY was great, collected alot of angbaos!! Thank you daddy n mummy that gave me 'big' angbaos..love them truck loads for all the things that they have done..had a great catch up with all my couzzie..CNY holidays gona end soon...=(...
today had a great day with my 'bro' watching movie and helping him to get some stuff..realli had a great time with you..n thank for all the trouble to burn e cd for me and be my pillow when im slping on the bus..greatly appreaciated..
Recorded @ 1:12am;Wednesday
chn are my life ;
time;8:59 AM
Friday, February 16, 2007
yayness, CNY is tomorrow!!! today having renioun dinner @ my grandma house..
happy cos its a catch up session with my cuzzie n my grandma!!
sorrie to all cos i noe ive been beri busy with my own stuff and always drained out so kind of neglected my cousin n grandmother..i feel so bad.. so CNY normally dedicated to my family members.. & my long awaited holidays!! to catch up on my beauty slp!!
my past weeks:
WORK:
had some really unhappiness at work..& thus it gradually nearly become a resentment towards that person but thank GOD, i went for the CNY service on thursday.. Pastor Derek was talking about relationship; it doesnt affect me untill last part e word resentment appeared on the screen. it seem so scary to have that bugging your heart..During worship,i teared n teared..the burdern off my heart is finally lighten up. I feel more happier then ever.
Thank you GOD!! I love you so much!!
All this while in church, ive been learning so much from various pastor..
Being a christian, its not about having a religion.
iTs about having a relationship with GOD & learning valueable things which can never found in books.
Learning is never ending so is loving GOD
Valentine Day:
still working as usual..haha..had a date but i decline cos i had a date with desmond my hairdresser.muahah..i rush down from work like mad..cos he end work at 8 & dun wanna make him stay back for long hours though hes willing too..hehe...went to do a kind of treatment that will make your hair look neat n shiny n do some colour touch up.today suppose to do some colour touch up de but i see how first..haha
crap along while doing my hair..
at least not so boring..
he was fun to crap with..muahah..
desmond was saying that he work till 6 today so he advise me to come ealry in the morning..
as usual,kamy want her beauty slp..
kamy was saying that since he end work at 6, i will go at 5..muahha..evil, grins...
Desmond joke and say that if i come @ 5,he will be at the back door with his bag ready to go home..
Kamy had a kind heart okay..i not so bad lah..of course i know who would want to work on this day..then i told him that i will come at 1 plus..
haha..
will update again...stay tune...=)
any one who wanna visit my house, my parents will gladly welcome all of you...
juz bring your oranges and give me a call to get prepare..=)
recorded on Saturday;1052am
chn are my life ;
time;6:18 PM