Labels: happiness is a choice=) chn are my life ;
inner vows realli left a great impact in my life, a negative one infact,which cause so much emotional struggle.onli GOD can remove it.but it need to take time..
im weak in relationship, i hv to admit it....
in the past,i was not a good gf but i have do my part.
becos of the past hurts i receive, i tend to feel insecure in relationship..
i tend to compare
i tend to want to be protected and if i fail to do so,it will turn to dislike n hatred towards that guy..
i used to hate guys and make a vow that i will protect myself with thorns towards guys..alot n the high pressure n expectation that my mum gave me
tt why im so afraid to get into relationship..
even if i get into one, i will still feel insecure..
even if i love e person,i tend to feel insecure n have doubts whether he love me or not. im so frustrated!!!!!!!!!
its in my heart for so long,i realli cant take it..i teared so much todae..
i need to be cure..
i noe this should not be my top pirority now..studies n career first..but i just couldnt take it anymore..
time;7:31 AM
Ms kamy bloggiex
turning 21 soon=)
November 19,1987
belong to W260,a child of God
currently a teacher in pre-sch
i simply love them too much
cant live without their smiles..=)