Sunday, September 24, 2006
It was so sweet n romantic during service today..
watching lots of married couple renewing their vows,holding the roses in their hands..this was the most beautiful picture i ever seen in my life..so lovingly gazing at one another..and we sang the song 'FIRST'...the most loving song i ever heard...
i realli enjoyed the marriage course..though it was meant for the married couples but somehow the message also benefit the singles..i learn important things which u cant find on other books..
n todae went to meet qian n gang @ TCC @ raffles..realli love that place...we were practically laying down on the beanbags..it was realli a nice, comforting and warmth gathering where we will talk about the days & friends in school...we would laugh at jokes..i finally get to meet qian..she is always so beautiful..=)..and wen qi,she's just so comforting...being with them is so enjoyable...and we gona meet up soon..yayness..=)tmr having steamboat with W260..will update again!!!
ENJOYING EVERYMOMENT OF MY LIFE...=D
Labels: happiness is a choice=)
chn are my life ;
time;8:53 AM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
inner vows realli left a great impact in my life, a negative one infact,which cause so much emotional struggle.onli GOD can remove it.but it need to take time..
im weak in relationship, i hv to admit it....
in the past,i was not a good gf but i have do my part.
becos of the past hurts i receive, i tend to feel insecure in relationship..
i tend to compare
i tend to want to be protected and if i fail to do so,it will turn to dislike n hatred towards that guy..
i used to hate guys and make a vow that i will protect myself with thorns towards guys..alot n the high pressure n expectation that my mum gave me
tt why im so afraid to get into relationship..
even if i get into one, i will still feel insecure..
even if i love e person,i tend to feel insecure n have doubts whether he love me or not. im so frustrated!!!!!!!!!
its in my heart for so long,i realli cant take it..i teared so much todae..
i need to be cure..
i noe this should not be my top pirority now..studies n career first..but i just couldnt take it anymore..
Labels: happiness is a choice=)
chn are my life ;
time;7:31 AM
Friday, September 01, 2006
after that, we went to TCC to enjoy our drinks and study there..and talk about anything we could think of..lol..finally,the three of us went to take our long awaited neo prints..just the three of us...=)..will upload soon...tonite was suppose to meet the newcomers but they cant make it and kel gona be disppointed..lol..=)..wanna know, go and ask him..=)
DID I MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICE?
WHY DO I HAVE THOES REGRETFUL FEELING...
Labels: happiness is a choice=)
chn are my life ;
time;9:26 AM