Sunday, August 27, 2006

so long nv blog le cos busy doing my projects.at last finish one,one more to go..=)
im so tired at work
i realli need a break
i need to maximise my strength for God
God,pls gimmie strength n let everything be done in your will
i noe that everthing is in your control when things get chaotic
if this is not the workplace that you want me to carry on,
pls show me the enviroment that u want me to be in your will
i realli feel like a walking zombie in that enviroment
go to work juz forsake of completing my day
not that i dun like my kids
is juz that the support that i get frm my boss n collegues
sometimes i hv to put a mask when i go to work
pretend to be happy n hv to be on guard all the time
i realli dun like this
get back stab by supervisor
i realli want a change of enviroment!!!!!
everyday,go work like learn nthing...juz to fulfill my job
the thing that keep mi going is the bonus n graduation item in dec n nov
GOD, you r the one that kp mi going,i do everything for u too see
pls bless me with focus of mind,to concentrate on the things i shuld do!!
i can take jokes,but dun u think u hv gone too far
i just dun wan to flare up
cos things will turn ugly
i maybe happie on the outside
hu noes how i feel,onli GOD noe
pls dun always put up an attitude face
n things onli u hv problems
others oso hv k...
this job is draining me,making me so tired
somehow taking me away frm GOD..=(
we live in a broken down world, where problems bound to arise..
hope next week will be a better week for me..

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chn are my life ;
time;6:48 AM

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Phil Pringle book- You r the leader

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chn are my life ;
time;5:33 AM

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cute dolls

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chn are my life ;
time;6:57 AM

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i was so inspired by Dr AR Bernard sermone todae. never regret waking up early to go down to expo for his service. he preach abt the pattern of relationship-intro,acquaintence, friendship, intimacy. he went on to preach abt knowledge is power. knowledge of the truth is even greater power. power will transform to authority.We have the ability to be intelligent.
information turn mind into beliefs
beliefs will turn into self esteem
self esteem will turn into action
Actions will turn into behaviour
the action u take will produce certain reault
result will lead to habit
habit will lead to success/failure
I even bought his books

went to meet gwen n carmen for dinner n buy my stuff..
end UP went to mini toons n buy e voodoo dolls
its so cute,couldnt resist it.=)
guess what, we end up laughing untill tears come out
cos we saw some unclean n humorous stuff
check mini toons @ cck, Lot 1
then u will noe what i mean..=)

Tmr is mondae,start of work again
my main focus: finish my project
let everydae of my work be fruitful
do some read up for my current module
practise my piano
start reading the new books that i bought.

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chn are my life ;
time;6:22 AM

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im so tireddddddddddd!!!!!

Sep holidaes going to start soon..
at least i can hv a short break
act,got holidaes like no holidaes at all,still hv to come back n drill the k2 children...
their graduation item- The Sound Of Music
seem profound- but actually is a simple and yet lively song + instruments
the actual dae seem so far, but dun belittle it...
its reaching soon-17 November 2006,Friday

Pls give me strength to work..
that k2 class is realli extreme k2
im realli tired
i wanna thank God that my sci project got B!!!
for future project,i will aim for A's n B's
my career breakthru..=)
i miss my nursery B
i miss my collegue, wendy N Linda
i miss W260..yay,tmr i seeing them...=)
i hving emotional struggle,i realli hate it..=(

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chn are my life ;
time;7:32 AM

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suppose to study with gwen & carmen todae but due to my gastric i hv to forgo it..sianzz..didnt slp well last nite cos my gastric act up again..stoopid..i have so mani things to clear but somehow i juz cant focus..dunnoe why..i miss my nursery kidss..i realli miss them soo much..they are my precious..i was transferred out to another centre..tmr will be my first day,hope everything will be alright.i dun wish for smooth sailing thru out my work but i noe that God will always be there for me in whatever things i do n whatever things i sae..i miss gwennie n carmen,i wan to take picture with them..=)
For the rest of thIS year,my main focus would be GOD n my career..
Gonna dash all out for my career...
GOD,pls strengthen me to guide n pull me thru this year..
i wanna end this year with my water baptism n my satisfication in my career..=)
i miss wendy,my wonderful collegue..=)
i miss linda,her horrendous laughhter fill the whole office..=)
wendy,let's go tcc n slack n enjoy the food there..=)
shall not talk,got to complete my project assignments n tons ofreports..=(

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chn are my life ;
time;1:50 AM

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Todae my cell so mani ppl birthdae, 3 ppl wor..my cell leader n 2 members..but i find that there is some issue need to raise out in the cellgroup..our cellgroup realli need to step out of their comfort zone and change..
TO Yieling: i noe is not easy to be a leader. i realli tnkxx God for placing u in my life,to guide me,to give me encouragement to hold on n perserve to my dreams.realli appreciate the things u hv done for me,though sometimes i may display attitude pro,u never forsake me. your encouragement motivate me to move even in dark times. i love you yieling n hope that u will enjoy being 23..yeah, n i think red bomb is on the way!!Amen!!=)

To darren & kenny: happy birthday to the both of you!!YOur laughter realli bring joy to the cell,continue to do that yeah!!your lamness too..=) continue to shine for God in whatever things you do..you maybe facing your dark valley,but always remember,God will never forsake you. He will be there to guide you n protect you. It is temporarily onli. You will enjoy the sweetness of the fruits after the dark valley. STudy hard n year end you can play hard le!!!=)

Currently,our cg faces some challenges but i believe everything will be alright soon..=)

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chn are my life ;
time;9:57 AM

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my new bloggiex..=)

at last done with my new blog..without any help..i figure out myself..next week will be a new enviroment for me..taking k2 class, handling k2 parents, n k2 graduation items. I think i gona drain out soon..but i noe God is always there for me, protecting n guiding me..=)
juz dunnoe why the devil like to attack me with unwanted relationship..=(
i need to be strong=)
estelle, thnkxx 4 ya encouragement..=)
todae study with gwen n car,enjoy thoes happy moments with them cos we hv common secrets..
shh!!alreadi sae is secret so cannot tell..haha...
sensing a career breakthru,im gonna work hard to achieve it..=)

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chn are my life ;
time;9:13 AM

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